302 Days

302 days.  

That's how long it has been since we said goodbye.

I am not the type of person that wants to live my life in mourning - 

But I still really miss her.

I went for my annual physical today.  My dr. asked if I was depressed.

I started crying (I do NOT cry in front of people).

Before I knew it, I had another appointment with my dr. as a follow-up in 4 months.

I guess this means she thinks I am depressed?

Except I'm really not.

It's just that some days I am more sad than others.

And this was one of those days.